Say hi to me.

Say hi to virtual tears.

Just sitting in front of my computer... Crying.

Say hi to deleted piece of life.

Chapso deleted my eating disorder-homepage. It's like they deleted a piece of myself. It was a help for me.
But now it doesn't exist anymore... Chapso, you don't even know what you've done ...

Say hi to blablabla.

Oh lord, yes. I'm so heartless. I'm so egocentric.
I'm such a bad person... Shut the fuck up.
I think you don't know what you do to me with your sentences.
But well, it's okay. You don't even think about your faults.
& there were MANY faults. It was better for me to go.
& for you, too. My eating disorder will never stop.
My depressions will never stop, because it already happen too much.
When you talk about suffering I only can laugh. 
A broken heart has nothing to do with that, what I have gone through & will go through.
But you don't think about this. 
You just opened also a blog (but not anonymous like me. Although you said to me in the past that it's unfair because I don't talk with you, but with other people. But I don't post this crap on FACEBOOK! Almost no one knows my blog here! You're just like Lisa with her cutting pics! -.-) & you write about me how heartless I am.
Please, shut the fuck up & live in ur fucking Disneyworld. 
But without me. I'm realistic.

Say hi to fake-world.

"Disney" doesn't exist.

There will always be war. 

There will always be hate.

There will always be pain. Wake up.

Say hi to hfkffsksfhuisfufhuhvbuv.

Oh, please... SHUT THE FUCK UP!
Thanks.


In love,
the egocentric, heartless bitch. <3

Say hi to SMILEEEEEEEEEE

Just smile.