Say hello to UHMM.

You stuck in my head
and you're not that easy to get out of my brain.
You control my thoughts.
I can't think clearly.

Even in my heart you've found a place to rest.
I feed you with every breath
and with every heartbeat you grow up.


More and more.

Say howdy to Elisa Day.

 

I love Living Dead Dolls.. They're so unique.. And soo beautiful. <3

This is my newest doll.. Her name is Elisa Day. Do u know the legend of Elisa Day?

Search for it! It's wonderful... But oh, so sad.

Say hello to Soliloquy.

Finally I have this night behind me. I couldn't sleep ... As always.
And then.. When I'm asleep, I'm sleeping tooooo long and I miss the whole day!
But it doesn't matter now.. Actually I wanted to take pictures.. And I think I take heart and do it right now!
It distracts me from these thoughts .. Thoughts of the past, the future, ...
I think I'll upload them. (:

Say hello to dear Loneliness.

Do u know this f*cking feeling? .. I hate it. I hatehatehate it.

 

Your heart says

"Yes! Feel love, come on!"

But your mind says

"No! Don't love someone. Your heart will be broken again. 

And again. And again, ..."

You feel love,

but your mind prevents you from.

You even WANT to love someone.

You dream about love,

but your mind will wake you up from this foolish daydream

& you'll realize how lonely you are...

But it's all for your best,

thinks your mind,

but your heart doesn't.

And yourself doesn't think so, too.

At the end there's a BIG question mark in your head.

"Should I .. Or .. Should I not?"

Question mark.

I don't know why I created this blog.

Maybe I just need something where I can write EVERYTHING.. 

What I think, what I feel.. Shit like that... And I want to show photographs or drawings of mine.

Blah, blah, blah.