Say hi to blue hands.

My hands/fingers are blue. yuck.

Say hi to whatever.

In the past I was a Japan-addicted, crazy unicorn. I miss those old days.. It was fun.

I was in love with Miku Hatsune & kawaii-stuff.. Bright, colourful & childish clothes. 

Bows & hearts & dots ... Aww, it was just awesome.

Some old(er) pics for ya :D

      

 & one of the oldest pics... with my red hair :D

Say hi to photographing.

Sometimes I think my photos are like shit.. & sometimes people give me the feeling: It's true..

With art I have to be on my own. No one really supports me, or either believe in me.. 

And this hurts.

Art is like .. Well, my life. It means alot to me.. More than "alot".

With my photos I show my feelings. My fears, my dreams, my whole life.

& then it's like a hxc-kick in my f*cking face when no one believe in me..

& such persons I really need, because I also don't believe in my-f*cking-self..

No one understand it.. For you it's only a hobby.. For you it's only a photo.

But for me is photographing my life & my photos are mirrors into my soul.

But I think I'll quit it.. It hurts too much to see my dreams like ---> "POUWFH!"

So I'll quit it by myself. The disappointment would be too big.

When I sell my camera I will cry... XDD ..

No. Seriously. I will.

 

Say hi to love.

   Love is a word.

  Elephantshit, too..

   ... gaga uhlala.

Say hi to Kurt Cobain.

Nirvana - I hate myself and want to die

I don't know why I love Kurt Cobain & Nirvana so, so much.

Actually Kurt Cobain hated us fans.. He was afraid of us.

But I love his music & his voice. His way of thinking about love, life & death.

I'd do EVERYTHING to can go to a concert of Nirvana... Really.

Say hi to hatred.

I wanna live in my own world.
In my own world every human being is dead & I'm just like air..
I can fly. I have no fears. No emotions. No pain. Nothing.

But this world doesn't exist. I have to be dead to be in this kind of world.
I hope I can fly with my mother then.

I don't know when it's time to go. But I think it will be my own decision.

Say hi to valentine's day.

Domo Kun wishes you all a happy valentine's day. ♥

Say hi to ....

Say hi to cruel intentions.

 "Keep your friends close, 

and your enemies closer."

Cruel Intentions.

Say hi to butterfly.

Say hi to lolroflomg.

Ugh. I hate it when people say they're an artist & just make photos of plants, 

objects or people (with those dumb, boring standard poses) or draw dragons or cars.

To be an artist it's sooo much more. You need creativity & your own style. 

You need many ideas. Every day. I'm not saying I'M an artist. 

But I just hate it when people say it & they don't even are. 

& no...

Only because you own a reflex camera doesn't mean you can take good photos & you're an artist.

The ideas are in ur HEAD. 

People MAKE photos, cameras only TAKE them.

Say hi to breathing.

 Close ur eyes.

feel every breath you take. count. imagine.

feel that you're alive, although you think ur already dead.

Say hi to don't go.

 

Say hi to hero.

Say hi to .....

I go deep.

self-destruction lies pain desperation heartless longing secureness

 tears scars pills blood mindfucking alone diet helpless hate misunderstood

 humans calories death love hopeless emotions sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick