Sometimes I think my photos are like shit.. & sometimes people give me the feeling: It's true..
With art I have to be on my own. No one really supports me, or either believe in me..
And this hurts.
Art is like .. Well, my life. It means alot to me.. More than "alot".
With my photos I show my feelings. My fears, my dreams, my whole life.
& then it's like a hxc-kick in my f*cking face when no one believe in me..
& such persons I really need, because I also don't believe in my-f*cking-self..
No one understand it.. For you it's only a hobby.. For you it's only a photo.
But for me is photographing my life & my photos are mirrors into my soul.
But I think I'll quit it.. It hurts too much to see my dreams like ---> "POUWFH!"
So I'll quit it by myself. The disappointment would be too big.
When I sell my camera I will cry... XDD ..
No. Seriously. I will.
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