Say hi to the cruel world.

 

I hate humans. I hate them.

Humans treat animals like shit. They don't care about them.

I wish you all death. A cruel and painful death.

For your f*cking meat; milk and eggs, you ungrateful piece of shit, 

were sentient beings murdered and exploited. 

Day by day. Hour by hour. Second by second.

... And why?

- "Because it tastes good."

I hope you die. 

I hope you die in suffering and loneliness like the animals 

you've eaten and exploited.

Say hi to Miss-Understood.

Everyone thinks I'm fine,

although they see my scars

and my sad lookin' eyes.

Everyone thinks I'm fine,

although I already said

"No, I'm not..."

Everyone thinks I'm fine,

although they see every f*cking day,

how hard it is for me to continue.

Everyone.

Say hi to heartless souls.

No one takes me and my words serious.
Sometimes, everything breaks out of me.
My dreams, my fears, my pain...
But no one listen to me.
I'm just another "Teenie"-Douchbag in the world.
They laugh at me. Even my dad.
They aren't interested in me.

My scratched arms are ignored.. My body.. My tears.
Altough all of it is crying for help.
Why don't you help me?
Why do you leave me alone?
Why don't you stand by my side?
I don't  get it ...

Say hi to ...

I feel cold ... Deep inside me.

Everything doesn't matter...
I've hurted so many people.. But I don't care. People deserve it.
I was also hurt .. More than enough
Nobody is interested in my feelings,
so why should I be interested in yours?!

I'm not heartless. Not at all.
But I've learned.
I'm warm for important people,
and cold for all the others.

Say hi to ...

My hands are touching my belly .. And I'm feeling fat.
I'm afraid of my feelings... Please, no... I don't want this anymore.
I just want to eat like everyone else.. Without worrying about calories.

Why me? .. Why I'm feeling fat?
I want to be normal ...

No one understands me... But .. How could you?
I also don't ...

Say hi to my everyday life.

I'm sleeping all the time..
After school -> Bed..
Later I wake up.. It's about 10 oder 11 p.m then.

I'm not tired. But I WANT to sleep.
I'm running away.
From my problems, my thoughts ... My life.
Everything is fine ... When I'm sleeping.

My everyday life is monotonous.
Gettin' up, school, bed, computer, listen to music, bed, bed, bed, ...
That's the only way to escape.

I feel strange ...

Say hi to ... Eternity.

Deine Lakaien - Walk To The Moon 

I'll say hi to the moon... 

Not yet,
but some day... Maybe soon.

Say hi to Blutengel - In My Dreams

Blutengel - In My Dreams

I love this song... <'3

Say hello to zzZzzZz

Today was my first day at school after 6 weeks... & I'm so f*cking tired.

I hate it.
I hate school. I hate these people there. I hate everything.
& ... I REALLY HATE MATH!
I'm really bad in math. Really, really bad. ;_;

Well ... Good night.
Wish me luck. ._.

Say hello to Dancing In The Light.

"You will never get me 

'cause I'm dancing with myself.

I don't want you to touch me, 

'cause I'm a solitary girl."

Say hello to the Queen Of The Beautifuls.

 

I HAVE to post a picture of him!

I lovelovelove Jeffree Star.

  "I may be easy, easy to hate,

but you're so f*cking easy, easy to break!"

Say hi to the past.

It's not good when you look at old photos...
Especially when you're sad.

My mother is in many pictures.. She's smiling in there.
She was happy in this moment.
And now ... She's no longer here.
She can never smile again.
It breaks my heart..
I miss her so bad.
Sometimes I think my heart is bleeding.

This is so .. Depressing.
It makes me insane.
Every thought about the past, the future and her is so hurtful.
I don't know how to go on.
I'm desperate.. And no one can help me.
No one.. No one.. No one!


Well, asshole.
Maybe ur right. Maybe the blade is the only one who can help me.
Thanks for your tip.
You're a heartless piece of shit and I hate you, but maybe you're right.

Say hello to anorexia.

Well, I think this is important.
Especially for girls, which wanna look "perfect".


When I was 12, someone told me, that I'm fat.
At first, I thought "Come on, shut up!"
But then when I looked in the mirror,
there was no longer a thin girl.
The thin girl was dead and a fat girl was born.

I didn't want to eat anymore. "Food is evil", I thought.
I haven't eaten ANYTHING for days.
I only drank water and tea. It hurt.
But I didn't care. "Hunger hurts, but starving works!" was my motto.
Of course I had to eat something.. But I've counted calories.
But NEVER over 250 calories!

There where days when I was okay.
But then ... I felt fat, again.

I'm not cured, but I can eat something. After so many years.
Sometimes I have such days and I think I'm ugly and fat.
But then I  remember that horrible time with anorexia. It was like hell for me.

PLEASE remember:

Anorexia doesn't make ur dream of perfection and pureness come true. Not at all!
You will NEVER be satisfied when you started.
You want to lose more and more weight.

If u want to lose weight, then please do it on a healthy way.
But don't believe those words of these stupid Pro-Anas.
Because anorexia is a disease, not a lifestyle!

Say hello to stfu, asshole.

It's hard to be told, that you should kill yourself.
Especially when the person knows that you have such thoughts!

For this person I only feel hate now.
Hate. Nothing more.

Say hello to uncreative title.

"I think I'm dumb.

Maybe just happy.."

Say hello to Reality.

Don't worry about me, Mum.

When you look down on earth,

I don't want you to feel guillty.

I will try not to despair

and I'll tell my arms,

they shouldn't shed red tears..

But they will probably continue...

But don't be afraid,

I'm fine, Mum.

Someday.

Say hello to The 69 Eyes.

The 69 Eyes - Sister Of Charity

"I've never seen the dawn like this before" ... ♥

Say hello to my thoughts.

I watched a video on Youtube... In this video you can see a person.
You couldn't say which gender this person has..
And ... People just talk about THIS.
"He's a boy!"
"What? NO! She's girl!"
"Ehm, no!? A BOY!"

Gosh! Shut the FUCK UP.
The gender doesn't matter!
It's a person!
I mean... U like a PERSON, not a GENDER.

The person in this video has talent. He or she sings REALLY good.
Even if you thought that this person is a he and she's actually a female
sings he or she very well!

This is bugging me!

Say hello to Elisa, again.

Say hello to the better human.

I think that animals are better humans.
They love you as you are.

They don't care if you are poor or rich.
Pretty or ugly.
Black or white.
It doesn't matter.
Because they just want to be by your side.

 Some people have to learn how to respect them.
Animals are more than just "animals".
They are sentient beings.
Just like me.
Just like you.

Say hello to me.

Take my hand.

Just set me in the right path.

Be by my side and search with me.

I just want to find the way back home.

I am looking for a long time.

But nowhere I'm right.

When do we finally arrive?

Tell me ...

Say hello to ZOMBIE!

My favourite hair clip.
Once I had two pairs of it. 

But I've lost the other one in the moshpit.. -_-'

Well, I love this hair clip so much and I just want to show it! :3

Say hello to Paper Heart.

You ripped my fragile paper heart apart.

But it's okay.

Because for every broken hearted soul,

there is a someone with a glue gun and sellotape!