Say hello to anorexia.

Well, I think this is important.
Especially for girls, which wanna look "perfect".


When I was 12, someone told me, that I'm fat.
At first, I thought "Come on, shut up!"
But then when I looked in the mirror,
there was no longer a thin girl.
The thin girl was dead and a fat girl was born.

I didn't want to eat anymore. "Food is evil", I thought.
I haven't eaten ANYTHING for days.
I only drank water and tea. It hurt.
But I didn't care. "Hunger hurts, but starving works!" was my motto.
Of course I had to eat something.. But I've counted calories.
But NEVER over 250 calories!

There where days when I was okay.
But then ... I felt fat, again.

I'm not cured, but I can eat something. After so many years.
Sometimes I have such days and I think I'm ugly and fat.
But then I  remember that horrible time with anorexia. It was like hell for me.

PLEASE remember:

Anorexia doesn't make ur dream of perfection and pureness come true. Not at all!
You will NEVER be satisfied when you started.
You want to lose more and more weight.

If u want to lose weight, then please do it on a healthy way.
But don't believe those words of these stupid Pro-Anas.
Because anorexia is a disease, not a lifestyle!