Say hi to the past.

It's not good when you look at old photos...
Especially when you're sad.

My mother is in many pictures.. She's smiling in there.
She was happy in this moment.
And now ... She's no longer here.
She can never smile again.
It breaks my heart..
I miss her so bad.
Sometimes I think my heart is bleeding.

This is so .. Depressing.
It makes me insane.
Every thought about the past, the future and her is so hurtful.
I don't know how to go on.
I'm desperate.. And no one can help me.
No one.. No one.. No one!


Well, asshole.
Maybe ur right. Maybe the blade is the only one who can help me.
Thanks for your tip.
You're a heartless piece of shit and I hate you, but maybe you're right.