Freitag, 14. Januar 2011

Say hi to Jeffree Star.


Some people call me "weird", because I love Jeffree so much. But he reminds me of my past
& everything about that. I know him for about .. 3 years now?
He was & IS my role model! He's so self-confident.
He doesn't care what other people think.
I wish I would be like him...

I often play the self-confident. In this way people don't think I'm weak.
They think I'm strong. But deep inside me I AM weak!
I hate my-fucking-self & want to die, because I think I'm unworthy.
But the most people don't know this. They call me "arrogant".
But it's better than to be seen as weak & depressed.
I'd rather be the arrogant, selfish, fierce & unkind bitch,
so people don't see my weaknesses.



1 Kommentar:

  1. I understand you! I think so too.
    but you shouldnt wish to be like him. you are perfect the way you are.
    and i dont call you weird :-) he is awesome so what? :D
    awesome picture of him

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